Kung ayaw mong makuha siya ng iba, ingatan mo siya. Kung ayaw mong mawala siya sa buhay mo, ingatan mo siya. Kung ayaw mong manlamig siya sa’yo at mahulog sa ibang tao, ingatan mo siya. Kung ayaw mong mabale-wala ang pinagsamahan ninyo, ingatan mo siya. Dahil kapag totoong iingatan mo siya, mananatili siya sa’yo pero walang silbi ang pag-iingat na ‘yun kung siya mismo, hindi ka niya hinahayaang ingatan mo siya.
Ako: Ano nga pala birthday wish mo? :)
Siya: wish ko? ano lagi kang safe, tas ano lagi kang nya bantayan, tas ano umuwi na kami pra magkita na tau.. tas ano sana d ka makahanap ng mas better sakin. :P ikw lng nman wish ko.. haha d aq nagwish pra sa srili ko. :)
Ang sakit. Nakakakonsensya….
Minsan kapag naiisip kong sobrang layo niya talaga sakin,ang sakit.Nasasaktan ako. Bakit ba kailangan ganun siya kalayo? Bakit sobra naman yata? Di ko siya mayakap, mahawakan, mahalikan, makasama. Nakakainggit yung may makita kang couple na magkasama, masaya sila. Iniisip ko tuloy, kung di kaya…
There will be times I will doubt everything you tell me. I will force you to hand me your mobile phone because I want to check if you’re sending sweet messages to other women. Please understand that my father was like that and I am so afraid you will do to me what he did to my mother. Just hug me tight until I calm down. And whisper in my ears that I am the only one.
There will be times I will push you away and hurt you with my words. I’m not going to stop you if you leave but I will miss you tremendously. If you don’t leave, I will love you even more than how I used to and I will do my best to change for the better but please don’t keep your hopes up.
There will be times I would want to be left alone. Please don’t think I don’t love you anymore. I just want to think alone because if I don’t, I might burst and even hurt you. Stay and just be there waiting patiently for my call.
There will be times I will be extremely jealous. I will be jealous of your female friends and even female relatives. I know that sounds scary. I’m scared of myself too. Again, I will not take it against you if you leave. I will understand as much as I can. If you want to know how to calm me down, kiss me on the lips and tell me hundred times how much you love me. Write it down into a piece of paper, please. And I promise to read it everyday upon waking up and every night before going to sleep.
There will be times I will be extremely clingy. I would ask you not to go to work and instead just lay with me in bed, cuddle all our worries together. Just hold me for five seconds, tightly please. And then tell me, what you do in work is for me and our future together. I will let you go temporarily.
I cannot promise you a perfect relationship but I can promise you that I will love you even if it kills me.
Will love you the best way I can